端午節

端午節快樂…

農曆五月初五, also grandma’s 1st yr death anniversary.. 1 yr already… sadness is gone… but once in a while think of ah ma… the grief is still there… I still can feel the sour-ness in me… ah ma not even in time to eat dumpling… not even 1 mouth…. haiz… 想到就辛酸…

mama, appear to be strong… I know she still misses ah ma… she still dream of her every now and then… in fact… we all miss ah ma as well…

 mama insisted to make dumplings herself every year… last year’s today… mama only made halfway and ah ma left… this yr, I know mama thinks alot… the taste of the dumpling is somehow alittle different…

this dumpling is for ah ma… hope she can enjoy this in heaven…

 

just blog

my dinner yesterday..  a pathetic dinner alone at home… 

not my usual self these few days.. just cant explain what is wrong… just feel frustrated… haiz… had a super big headache and little sore eyes this morning that resulted in me taking mc… lucky recently no shipments and there is nth for me to busy for… I basically slept through the whole day… doc say maybe I was stressed out… maybe he’s right… too many things in my mind and too many problems for me to handle in the future… or I should say… money is the root of problems….

 whenever I feel lost.. I shop online… dunno why somehow online retail therapy works for me… spent $100.60 on 4 pieces of clothes through gals’ street (got free registered mail)… a website that I found from a fellow breezer.. although joining a spree for catworld will be much cheaper than buying direct from gal’s street… I still cant resist temptations… furthermore, the waiting time is shortened alot…

placed my order on 31 Jan and guess what.. yesterday the postman sent to my hse… too bad no one at home and I collected them in the evening today… quality wise abt the same as what I expected.. colors are similar as per what on the website as well… a good and fast service I would say… thumbs up..

2-pcs demin cute dolly top

v-neck drop shoulder yellow top… a little too big for me.. but I guess its still ok…

cute dolly checkered top.. maybe my figure not good enough.. find it nicer on the model…

grey jumper suit.. kinda like this… my fav among all the 4… fit me nicely…

happy 牛 yr

has not been blogging constantly now… getting lazier…

this is the 1st yr that I accompany bear to msia for cny despite being together for almost 5 yrs..  although as boring as in sg… but its a good experience… there isnt much difference from here.. maybe only the environment.. and of cos the ang bao money are much much lesser…

anyway some recap for the holidays…

cny eve… its a “tradition” that we have steamboat for reunion dinner… and its always me that need to help out.. I dunno why sis and mcp can do little or nth, whereas I have to help out in everything!!!! its so unfair lor… haiz..

this is what we had for our reunion dinner..  not very sumptous…  but its all hard work of mama and myself.. this yr, we got more abalone.. haha.. sis and mine fav… bear bought a few cans.. marcus bought as well.. then 大姨 gave us 1 can also… lol.. shiok man…

more dishes…

hiao me… how can I forget to paint my nails… using nail stickers again… this yr theme is related to cny… pineapple, mandarin orange, wine, flowers… lol..

my old-looking hands and feet