1st quarter gone

march is ending soon, and we have moved out for almost 2 weeks now… our house warming will be in May, almost 2 months after our move-in… so far, I am enjoying every moment… yes, I am dead beat from cleaning the hse and taking care of Aerith.. But I know I am definitely happier than before… This is the beginning of our new “life”, and I wish this kind of life can be uninteruppted for as long as possible…

Seriously, I do not wish to live with MIL and SIL… I just want hb and Aerith… if there is a #2 coming along, I dun mind though.. most of the times, the selfish part of me, wish that even after SIL get married, I hope she and her husband will stay with MIL instead of us..

not that my MIL is bad, just that we have different way of thinking and doing things… I used to tell everyone that my MIL is a nice person.. well, she is still nice…. but I just dun like her traditional thinking… I just dun like the way she bother abt my life… even my own mum din really bother much…

after a being a mum, I finally realize that own mum is still the best… my mum understand how I feels and will feel for me… nvr my MIL… well, maybe she can feel for her daughter, but not me, cos simply I am not her daughter… =)

I am glad that I am finally out, so that bear will not be sandwiched and I wont cry as often… we visit my mum and MIL alternatively on weekends… and I feel this is a better option… lesser conflicts and at least I can smile more at MIL when we bring Aerith to her…

finally, we moved in…

been so busy with my reno for the past 1 mth… I am officially a breezer as of 17 March 2012! =)

we can finally have a home of our own and no more facing of MIL and SIL everyday…this is even happier than striking lottery…  been busy packing, loading and unloading our stuffs in the new hse and I manage to unpack everything and keep them in place for the last 3 days..

Aerith cant seems to adapt fast.. she is fussing everyday when we reach home, only want me to carry… she even reject her daddy and only looks for me…. bear is quite frustrating with her crying though… I guess we have to live with this temporary… hope Aerith can adapt well… afterall, she spent 7mths in MIL’s place since birth…

doing unpacking and cleaning is really tiring.. my bones are breaking after all are done… but I do have a sense of satisfaction after seeing a clean and neat hse…. I feel happy that Aerith actually want me when we are at home… I nvr tot that Aerith can be so sticky to me :P…

planning of the hse warming shall be next, followed by Aerith’s 1st birthday… another 5 mths, my darling will be 1 year old… and that is simply fast… If financial permits, I want to be a SAHM and witness Aerith’s first times… but I have to face the reality… I need to work, so that we can pay off our housing loan and living expenses….