端午節

端午節快樂…

農曆五月初五, also grandma’s 1st yr death anniversary.. 1 yr already… sadness is gone… but once in a while think of ah ma… the grief is still there… I still can feel the sour-ness in me… ah ma not even in time to eat dumpling… not even 1 mouth…. haiz… 想到就辛酸…

mama, appear to be strong… I know she still misses ah ma… she still dream of her every now and then… in fact… we all miss ah ma as well…

 mama insisted to make dumplings herself every year… last year’s today… mama only made halfway and ah ma left… this yr, I know mama thinks alot… the taste of the dumpling is somehow alittle different…

this dumpling is for ah ma… hope she can enjoy this in heaven…

 

thots

在這世界上, 只有3種東西不能掩飾:

1) 打噴嚏 ~ 不管用什麼方法,都不能控制不打噴嚏…

2) 貧窮 ~ 不管怎麼裝有錢, 裝闊氣, 一定會漏出貧窮的破綻.. 而且辛苦的也是自己…

3) 愛情 ~ 當愛情來了,要擋也擋不住… 即使隱藏的再好,身邊的人也會知道… 因為戀愛中的人, 臉上不知覺會發出光彩…

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在愛情的世界裡, 不管幾歲, 女生的愛情總是比男生多了一些不勇敢… 這些不勇敢, 在男生的眼裡, 就會稱作男生對女生說的 “想太多…”

女生的不勇敢是因為太重視男生… 因為把重心都放在心愛的人身上, 因此開始對自己沒信心… 久了,  安全感就慢慢消失, 所以變成 “疑神疑鬼”…

因為太在乎別人的眼光和看法, 往往都迷失對愛情的執著….

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完美的愛情, 是兩個不完美的人, 一起完成不完美的夢想….

mid-field player

been working for so many yrs and been to a couple of appraisals already… every yr, I am quite nonchalant.. I dun expect alot of good comments from the GM… and every yr.. I would say that I am satisfied… this yr… I just tot of setting my own expectations higher.. during the appraisal, I express where I wanna be… I dun aim for higher position… I just wanna have the chance to learn more things…. but somehow… I got a feeling that everything is still back to square one… every good things is definitely not in my way….

“your role in our dept is impt… just like in a soccer game, the mid-field player need to cover the defence, he need to back up for his striker and he need to do his part covering the mid-field as well… you are just like the mid-field player.. in this dept, everyone work as a team, just like how a soccer is played… to win, teamwork is very impt… and very often, the mid-field player is a base for the team…”

throughout the 45mins appraisal, frankly speaking, I din really notice how he grade my performance… to me, I already “appraised” myself in whateva I can… I know I have done my best… but GM’s words seems to tell me I am just a sai-gang warrior in my dept… I am the simply back-up for whoever is absent…. whether I have no one to cover me when I am on leave… it doesnt matter… what impt is I must be there to cover others…

this is my life in this company… coming to 5 yrs.. and I am still the same sai-gang warrior… and u know what… warriors are often those who are paid the least but need to do alot of things.. and the 1st to die….

after all these years.. I am tired to fight already…

night at the museum 2

It’s a new “Night” and “Museum” for Ben Stiller, who is joined by several other stars from the original film, as well as new characters from history — including Amy Adams as famed aviatrix Amelia Earhart, Hank Azaria as villainous Egyptian pharaoh Ka Mun Rah, Christopher Guest as Russian tyrant Ivan the Terrible and Alain Chabat as Napoleon. Owen Wilson is back as cowboy Jedediah, and Robin Williams again rides into history as Teddy Roosevelt.

4 nachos…  but compared to the 1st, the former is definitely more exciting and hilarious… part 2 somehow lack of sth… maybe dun have the 新鮮感… some scenes can be quite expected.. while there are still little surprises for us…some jokes are not really funny though.. maybe the english too chim for me liao.. have to depend on the subtitles at times.. becos too fast for my singlish standard…. well… its still considered not bad for a sequel-comedy… no harm watching… 😀

ps: I find that ben stiller has slim down alot… his face is sharper now… is it just me? hmmm..

tp graduation

mcp’s graduation this day… we almost couldnt go just becos mcp forget to rent his gradudation gown… mama nag and nag and nag from the night before to the next morning…

its true that we all took leave just for this day… but well.. if cant attend den so bit it lor.. treat it as a break from work… I just dun understand whats the fuss abt… its just poly graduation for a 28yr old guy.. =.=  she dun seems to be anxious when she attended mine 5 yrs go…

so… she managed to contact the gown distributor and woke us up and rushed us to get ready… machiam mcp’s getting married…

its been 5 yrs since I last stepped into TP… ever since I got my cert… I nvr go back… I dun like to go back to my schools especially when there are more bad memories than happy ones…
nth much has changed… I still can remember the way to convention hall.. the same old place where my graduation was held…

see the changes over the years? time flies fast sia.. in a blink of eyes… its 5 yrs already…

if u ask whether I missed my poly days… well.. not really… the only days I missed, are those days in poly yr1… that yr, everything is so new to me… everything is so interesting… the bonding with frens.. so unite and so fun… but as we move on… I realized that I made a wrong choice in poly… if I have the chance to choose… I definitely wont choose IT… I will definitely stick to what I wanna study… Biz…. everything’s too late now… I prefer working than studying… money’s more impt… I dun wan to see myself paying off study loans for a few yrs… I want to enjoy life…. 😛

5 yrs later, TP doesnt really change much…. at least the background is nicer now.. haha

pictures time…

and becos 5 yrs ago, we dun have this grad gown thing.. so I dun have the chance to wear it… this time, ask mcp to lend him his robe… to let me have a feel of the graduation again… mum and sis joined in the fun as well… but then again… the robe is damn ugly… from behind, look like what harry porter wear when he is playing the seeker game… but in front… we all look like priest sia…

some bo liao shots…

and on the way to TP and going home… took the shots in cab…

brought mama to Tampines One to shop… cos she’s nvr been to there… but I end up spending again =.=

top and dress from Vogue.. any 2 for $49…

we had our dinner at Manpuku… Marche style… realized that recently Marche-style dining is getting popular… first is Shokudu, and now Manpuku… seriously… Manpuku sucks!!!! no doubt it is cheaper than Shokudu.. but the food cannot make it lor… even mama, everything also anything kind of person, find the food so-so only… and nth special at all… dun understand why there’s always long queue…

what makes me boil is this piece of cake from Fruit Paradise… sis waited more than half an hour before she can get this piece of shit… the long waiting time is caused by the “chef”… taking her own sweet time to measure and cut the cake… yes…. she measured the cake for goodness sake… wah lau… I told sis out loudly that I wanna give the “chef” a measuring tape or a ruler.. so that she can be faster… best thing is.. this piece of shit caused us $7.80….

nvm the wait… we thot this cake would be nice… since so many people willing to queue and wait for so long… but we are wrong lor… this is not a cake at all.. this is 95% cream, 1 % chocolate sponge, 1 % biscuit., 1% chocolate powder. 1% peanuts and 1% banana… mama commented that this is not worth it again…

fruit paradise… I will remember this name and make sure I wont make the same mistake again…