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met up with zh and xy yesterday.. its been 2-3 yrs since we last met… all of us pretty much the same except that I gain weight liao.. super sad… I see the photos of myself.. I see pig with flabby arms sia… super sianz…

me reached the earliest.. exactly 1hr earlier… cos dont really feel like staying in office so long… lucky got bring my DS, if not I think I dunno what to do… well.. dear, your present really 派上用场 this time.. lol…

had our dinner at Cafe Cartel… lazy me and xy refused to walk up and take the free flow bread… poor zh bo bian have to do so.. lol… and I realized that the blouse zh wearing is the same color as the table cloth (桌布)… =X.. bad xy keep laughing at zh… not me hor.. I am innocent de…

after dinner is pictures time.. err.. no.. quote from zh… is camwhore time… lol

spent some time combining the photos (from my hp and zh’s cam).. tedious sia.. long time nvr combine so many photos liao… selected those nice (esp those candid shots) de… not nice can throw… haha..

outside Lee’s (or is it Levis’).. forget the name liao.. anyway, that’s not important…

tried 三连拍 with zh..

 we then tried 六连拍 on my hp… cos security guard say cannot use camera but can use hp… =.=… dunno what’s logic is that… zh and xy… and guess what.. I “accidentally” took more than 6.. lol… xy dun seems to be ready for it…

me and xy.. lagi jialat.. we really no talent sia.. we give up…

zh alone… she can do it de.. and yes she has no prob at all.. strange but seems only 5 shots nia.. dunno where’s another one…hmmm

random shots…

our pose…

after so much photo taking… its obvious that xy and me take photos only one expression nia… lol… pardon my stupid face…

3 of us…

P.S I Love You

Holly Kennedy (Hilary Swank) is beautiful, smart, and married to the love of her life—a passionate, funny and impetuous Irishman named Gerry (Gerard Butler). So when Gerry’s life is taken by an illness, it takes the life out of Holly. The only one who can help her is the person who is no longer there. Nobody knows Holly better than Gerry. So it’s a good thing he planned ahead – by leaving her a list of tasks revealed in 10 monthly messages that are intended to ease her out of grief and transition her to a new life.

kinda disappointed with this movie version… has read the book and left me crying almost every chapter… but the movie I only cried like 3 times… alot of details are being cut away… I feel that should show their happy moments and how Holly accompany Gerry throughout the tough times.. but it din.. simply cut short and showed the funeral.. >.<

and this makes the movie kinda boring.. can see dear not very interested also.. some couples even slp throughout the movie…. jialat… me so looking forward to this movie.. hoping it will be a good one.. end up so-so nia.. read the book better…

but its really sad and 辛酸 in some parts of the movie.. somehow can feel the pain inside me… machiam I lost my love also… and it brings back the fond memories of the ex past…

1st attempt

for the 1st time, I allow myself to expose to the online world in real life… kind of nervous… and part of me still cant open up… feel a little awkward also.. not really a initiative person, that’s why dont really know how to start topics… and probably becos of my 口吃, I dont really dare to talk much… nevertheless, this is my 1st step… hopefully, I have more courage to do so in the future..

hurt

why do you have to hurt me like this? I know I am ugly and dark when young… but not to the extend that I look like indian lor.. its very hurtful when you keep laughing at those old pictures of mine.. you laugh as if its a small matter.. to me, its big matter.. I dont care how pple laugh at me on how ugly I was… I nvr expect my bf to do this to me… my heart really pained… best thing is you dont even feel remorseful… you think you are right… you just dont care abt my feelings… if you dont care how I feel… I dont give a damn abt your face also… I know you dont like me to blog abt the sad things between us… who cares.. since you are so insensitive, why should I?

your actions made me really feel that we are just online couple…  no committments now.. no more love… just simply used to each other ‘s presence… a r/s that will take us no where…

pasta de waraku @ the central

wanted to go home eat de (cos broke liao) but last min decide to go wait for dear to end work and had dinner together…

accompany dear back to tiong bahru for sending aps and we went to The Central.. our 1st time at Pasta De Waraku.. tot weekdays dont have much pple.. end up still have the wait lor… while waiting, we browse thru the menu… seriously, all look delicious to me lor…

(image from www)

strawberry milkshake for dear.. his favourite… I just dun like strawberry…

my expensive ice lemon tea… $2.80 lor.. end up its just can drink nia.. wah lau.. feel so cheated… >.<

 

clam chowder soup as starter for us.. looks very little sia.. and the bowl so big can…

I think the serving is quite normal la.. at least the bowl has certain depth

hamburger steak spaghetti for dear.. we find it not nice at all.. dear find it taste like “noh-hiang”… somehow I find there is no beef taste at all… dear din managed to finish this in the end..

lucky my prawn basil with yolk in cream sauce is nice..  but towards the end, maybe the sauce has lessen, eat le quite 腻 de…

total bill to be $55.32… I find it not worth it though.. seems to be over-rated ba.. 6.5/10… food wise just ok nia.. I dont really like the whole restuarant.. so noisy can.. whenever, there are customers leaving or coming in, the supervisor will shout and the rest follow suits.. understand probably that’s the japan culture… but then, its really irritating lor…  can even have a quiet dinner… =.=…to others may think they the staff there very friendly, but I find them too-friendly liao..

after dinner, we went out and took a slow few min walk.. can see a lot of couples sitting by the river.. its lomantic lor.. we din.. we just took a few pics and went off…

it was damn cold sia.. but I have to tahan.. cos wear jacket take pic not nice.. haha.. jialat… my tummy so obvious.. and I cant find my waist.. haiz..

 

 the wind so strong, always make my hair so messy..

acting cute… see how big is my tummy when sitting down.. so er xin lor..

 

we have to go down 90 steps before we can reach mrt station.. I tried to count, but give up after 15 steps… cos I cannot talk when I walk down/up the stairs.. I will fall down de…

dear giving me the 不耐烦 look cos I act like a tourist..