happy 6months to my darling Aerith! time really flies… recently, I looked back to the photos when Aerith was just newborn… gosh.. she really change a lot… she still have her temper though….
this is 6 days old Aerith…
and this is 6 months old Aerith…
see how much she changed and grow… sometimes, I do miss those days when she is still inside my tummy… those were the times that she only belong to me and no one else… she know my feelings inside out…. now, I have to be possessive all becos I have a MIL who always want to snatch my girl with me…
and I realize I really love her more each day.. so much that some part of love for bear somehow has decreased…. =X my priority in life is Aerith and I rather forsake my ‘me’ time for my darling… now I understand why my mum always say mothers live for their children.. when the kids smile, mothers will smile too… when the kids are sick, the mother will be the most worried…
when my own mum can understand how I feel, nvr will my MIL… both as mothers, why cant MIL understand that I miss Aerith too? not as if I still can see her when she is in infant care…. anyway, I tell myself to endure… another 1 month or so… we will move out and live the way we want to…
Aerith darling, mummy love you.. another 6 months, we will celebrate your 1st birthday… pls continue to be a good gal ya.. =)
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