this is bad… I only update my blog monthly now… 
happy news: I finally got my keys to our flat… requested to collect early cos I really cant wait to move out…. now in the midst of contacting different contractors, asking them for their quote… we decided to “design” our flat our own… and also due to very tight budget, ID is out… we realize that most IDs use a template-style to design the homes…. we feel that, we can look at magazines or the “show-case” designs on IDs album and get some ideas… we roughly have an idea on how to design our home… we just need more info on the materials and terms used…
am quite excited when I step in to our flat the 1st time… I can imagine how happy the 3 of us will be…. well… at least for me, I know I will be 100000 times happier staying with MIL… I rather do household chores myself… I dun mind every mth paying the installments of the flat… I can buy and decorate whatever I want now… if possible, I really wish my reno can start immediately.. my target to move in is latest by mid march…
another thing is, my gal is in infant care now… I am glad I insist my way to put her in infant care even though MIL offers to help… can see my gal is more independent now.. she still wants pple to carry her though… but definitely not everytime… my gal is happier as well… she knows how to smiles and coos at us when we talk/sing with her… the only downside is that I will worry abt her falling sick oftenly… I guess no choice… hope this way, can train her immune system…. of cos, if I have a choice and financial means allow, I will definitely be a SAHM… too bad, reality is cruel… single income is very taxing on us, especially when we have a kid, car and house now… so, weekends and every evening is very precious to me.. these are the only times that I can bond with my gal….
bad news is… MIL still “snatch” from me during the evening whenever we reach her hse…. I know she miss her granddaughter… but cant she realize that if she keep carrying my gal, then what abt me? I miss my gal too ok… I dun mind carrying my gal, but I just cant stand the way she is hogging to my daughter as if is her daughter… I also hate it when she ALWAYS want to apply ru yi oil on my gal’s tummy… I told many times, I dun like and I feel that its too hot for my gal… she just dun listen…
well… I shall endure for at most 3 more mths… after that, I will be free… I can educate my gal the way I want now…
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