possessive mummy

I am a possessive mummy… I dun like my mil to keep carrying and coaxing Aerith whenever she cry… y shld she be the one who do all that?! I am the mummy… I am not the cow… I know I shld count my blessings that mil dote Aerith… but hello… I think she is overdoing it lor… really pissed off…

my maternity leave is halfway gone…. and I started to have separation anxiety already… I miss Aerith so much when bear and me went to JB for just 1 day… I want to cuddle and kiss her everytime…. mum ask whether I really 舍得 to put Aerith in infant care…  no matter how 不舍得, I also have to do it… cos I dun want my mil to take care of Aerith… or rather, I dun want Aerith to be so close to mil… everyone told me that infant care is no gd… but I am the mummy… I believe my decision is the best for my daughter… what can mil do? I doubt she know how to stimulate Aerith’s mind… all she know is to talk to Aerith in her msian accent and incorrect pronounciation… ok I know I am being rude… but thats the truth… I dun want my daughter to grow up having msian accent and being mistaken as a msian like her father… I have nth against msian though… I just want my daughter to grow up learning proper pronounciation…

pple say babies will always know who is their mummy… but babies/kids nowadays are very smart too… they know grandparents dote them alot and will give in to their requests… for now, its comforting to see that at least Aerith recognize my voice and sometimes her eyes will follow me ard the room…

bear think I am petty… he say I shld be happy that everyone dote Aerith… I know that… I just want to take care and bond with her as much as I can during my maternity leave…I am responsible for her… I appreciate other’s help.. but I prefer to do it myself if possible…. maybe its my first time and I am really excited abt it though I admit that I dun really look fwd to such responsibility during my pregnancy…. now I just want to do my best…

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