Cant believe I survived half of the confinement.. 13 days more to go… seriously… I am really tired… and I know I will be more tired when CL leaves… I will have to bathe, change, feed Aerith and wash her clothes all by myself… I know for sure, I need to wake up every time for Aerith’s night feed… well, I guess, these sacrifices are to exchange for my freedom…
being confined is really no fun at all… I am like a cow in jail… main job to is produce milk for my girl… and things dun get better when bear’s grandma and godparents came out to visit and I have to stick to stricter rules.. I have to bathe secretly and worse thing, is to have my meals in the room cos bear’s ah ma say I cannot eat in the kitchen… wtf… I know thats what they do in the past… but asking me to eat in the room makes me feel more I’m in jail lor… cried alot that day when I had my meals in the room… feel more emo than before…
seriously, I think those pre-natal classes should cater to the older generation instead of new parents.. older generation should be educated that certain practices are ridiculous and irrelevant, especially in our summer land… no bathing and no washing of hair is so unhygenic… imagine the mummy is breastfeeding and her child is sucking milk from her sweaty and salty breast everytime.. ewww…
lucky I have CL who is educated on such things and I managed to compromise that I will wash my hair on alternate days.. but then again… I still have to stick to those confinement food =.=..
counting down to my freedom days and also my nightmare.. I hope I can cope without the help the CL on my own…
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