worried

when u get old, all sorts of illness come knocking on the door…  I dunno what I can do to help my ageing father… seeing him not as healthy as last time, the feeling is hard to describe…  becos of his arthritis, he cant walk smoothly at all… he even had problems sitting down on a chair… haiz… everyday see him eat so many medicine, no wonder he has no appetite to eat… my heart really pains when I see him walk and had to eat so many medicine….

haiz… mama, though always nagging and scolding at him… can see that she is as worried as me…. she put too much salt in the veggies unknowingly….

now I know why I am so stubborn… this is inherited from papa… I know he dun wan me and mama to worry… we really cant do anything except to monitor… really hope things will turn out well….

if christmas wishes can really come true, I wish for very good health for my parents and the people around me…. and I wish we can go back to the past, where my happy family is…. even asked me to suffer on behalf of my parents, I also dun mind…

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